I really should be in bed by now, but I feel like I'm still unwinding from the horrid day I had today. Nothing particular happened to make it terrible, it just sucked in general. My attitude toward my job has been spiraling downward faster and faster as time goes by. It used to be weeks between my frustrating times........now it's days between. Sometimes one day. Today I felt so stressed, I just wanted to run out the door. This shit sucks big time. I really need to find a job that I feel fulfilled doing, not this shit where I count the hours 'till quitting time, leave stressed and dread going in the next day. There has to be more to a job than this. This is friggin' torture. Goodnight.